hey hey .

today woke up around 4.50am .. and went to eat my early breakfast . then i didn't go back to sleep . went to use the laptop after that .. then 6am .. woke my younger brother to get ready for school . i never go to school .. having Home-base learning .. E-Learning .. OMG !!! it was dam hard x.x ! English gave me one BIG confusion .. i become blurrrr ! i had no choice but to have my "lucky guess" .. not knowing i actuatly got 22/50 ... what the fish -.- math i got 10/10 .. THAT WAS UNEXPACTED !! xD !!! Science was ok .. can understand . but didn't get as much clue to do the work . and mt ... we had to watch a video on ayam ......... lol !! then list down the answer in the box . that is so weird ~!

anyways .. after my last post ytd .. something unexpacted happen ... after a few hours ... i was shock ... lol ! can't even talk ... but guess what ... he actuatly post on my tag box ... scary ! :x OOOPPPPSSSSS !!! didn't mean it .. anyways .. we just talk ytd .. then ... like usual lo ... he seem to be happy with his gf .. so i was like .. happy happy lo ... not sad .. i think .......... don't want to go further on what we talked about .. because .. he is going to kill me if i say :x gay ~ .. :x
seriously .. that was unexpacted to see him typing that on my chat box ... rawrrr ! then ...... i don't know what to say . see him happy .. its a good thing .. sadly !! today he want to kill himself ... ohhh goshh .... tried to stop .. can't stop him .. then i gave up ... x.x ! how hard can this ever get ! can't believe what the hell is happening ! arghhh !!! ohkk .. like whatever laa .. i also dno what to say ..
trying my best to heal him ... but .. i failed .. i had no idea what to do ........! going nuts .. hopefully .. he don't kill himself .. i'm going to be insane ~!

other then that .. i am currently watching Ghost Hunt .. Anime .. it is really .. CREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY ... i was soooo scared .... i pulled my younger brother to watch .. he was so scared .. he totally ran away .. how annoying was that ..? i only get to watch up to episode 10 ... suffering the ghostly world now .. watch until 5pm ... then i go play High Street 5 ... Malaysia ... theni dance dance dance dance .. lol ... then chat chat chat ... then .. the worst thing happen to me ..

all i can say is that .. today is just an awkwards day for me ... want to know what happen ... feel free to call and ask ... IN PERSON .. not sms or call .. i am just feeling awkwards ............. already ....... idk what to do ..............

so i start scribbling my sketch book to draw .. but can't stop thinking about it !! BECAUSE IT IS SO AWKWARDS !!!! OHHHH MYYYY GOOOSSSHHHHH !!!!!! next time i show you all my drawing ... :P

ends here,
xoxo