today, had a tiring days ... i had to do some checking .. on my mid-year exam papers ... lol .. so dammmmm scary !!! xD !! sadly ... i didn't get all A's .. so, nevermind .

English - Pass .. paper 1 ( 43/60 ) paper 2 ( 47/ 80 ) [ if i'm not wrong ]

Math - Pass . Paper 1 ( 33/50 ) paper 2 ( 39/50 ) ..

Science - pass . overall ( 57/100 ) [ if i'm not wrong ]

CPA - pass ( 35/50 )

EBS - pass ( 53/100 )

Mother tongue - Pass . Listening comprehension ( 24/30 ) Paper ( 4/20 ) .

lol lol lol ! xDD all i know .. the mother tongue paper, alot people fail .. and no .. i am not the lowest .. xD

change topic ...!

end of school .. i went to meet up with a friend .. i followed Hui Xin to see the 2 Hamsters that she want .. and it was sooo dammmm cute !! I SO WANT IT !!! But i just scared i can't take good care ... cause it is boy and a girl .. soo ... i don't know what to say already .. haha ..

then around 3pm .. i went back to school for the leaflet thingy .. omg >< ! 2 groups were kicked out .. because the members were rude to the teacher ... and only left 2 groups ... which is my group .. and another group ... Yong Tat's group ... since my group ONLY have 2 people ... me and Marcus ... we at first thought to do it together ... since our other 2 members didn't came .. but .. luckily ... we were able to team up with Yong Tat, Melody and Kai Yee .. so that was counted as 5 people .. 5 people together doing 5 blocks ... omg -.- Its Marcus who wants us to do 5 blocks .. together ... luckily .. we finished on time .. at first we finish at ... 3.40pm ... but we still left some leaflet with us ... not some .. ALOT .. we knew that some of the mail box .. can't be put in ... so . we started to go all the way up the highest storey .. and start putting the papers on the door there ... we were suppose to do 2 blocks ( 2 blocks, mail box can't be put in ) .. for that .. but .. we only completed 1 block .. haha ... the block very irritating xD its seperated into 3 parts ... so yeahh ... -.- after i finish, i went home with my younger brother and a ' friend ' .. lol xD nevermind that .. we had fun .. but i really kena bullied today too ... arghh .. don't want to say .. -.- its gives me the chills .. >< !

lets see ............. i got nothing else to say !!!

ENDS HERE !
XOXO NADIA (:

sorry caps ;)

hey hey !
today its most likely the weirdest day i ever heard .. i guess ... because ... i helped someone ......... not 1 ... but 3 ... lol ... 2 were guys .. 1 was a girl ..

boy A
- emo
- heart broken
- want to die

Problem : Being dumped by his girlfriend .

i really tried cheering him up .. i had no idea if i really make him happy and regret on planning to die because of her . hopefully, he doesn't want to die .. -^.^- at least, on the way back home .. he finally smiled ... which really makes me .. happy .. ^^

boy B
- in love
- sad
- hopes
- selfish

Problem : he is in love with a girl .. which is one that i will be mentioning .

Girl
- my best friend
- cheerful
- happy
- pissed

Problem : Boy B, is in love with her, and she does not want him to love her .

what happen was this, the girl (G) and the Boy B ( B ) are both classmates, my classmates . B use to love me . But i rejected him . NEVER MIND THAT . B came to fall in love with G . So, G was really pissed . I think it was because she really hate him alto . And maybe he does not even want to leave her alone . That was when G went to ask me to tell him to ' get out of her life ' . So i just wrote a letter to him . Which i do not want to type what i written in there . (: After our school finish, B smsed me telling me that he would wait for her to accept him . i ended up telling him that he is just forcing her to love and accept him . He just denied and start saying that no girls like him because he is NERDY and the ACT COOL guy . Which was soooooo true ! Never mind that . Instead, i helped him out . Cause he ended up asking me to help him out . cause he was so fished up . ( i change the word to fish ) . I told him i do not like anyone saying vulgarities in front of me, so i asked him to chill and rest . Most likely, he seem to like what i just said to him . he started calling me his ' Guardian Angel ' . After a while, he ask me for advice so that he could not be ' someone he is not ' like he always do . Yeahh, i actually accepted his request . Because .... LETS JUST SAY I LOVE TO SEE PEOPLE SMILE THAN SEEING MYSELF SMILE HAPPILY . It really hurts to see someone depress or hurt .

All i can say is .. I may not know what am i doing . but i am trying my best to help others . not to do something negative . i only give positive advices . but if negative is needed, i would use it . for the good .. not the bad . i understand stuff really fast .. as long as i know what is happening .. just make sure the person jump to the conclusion . i will be able to help in anything ... that does not mean that you can do what ever you want .. for example ... sex .. you had sex with this person .. then complain to me .. ask me for help .. because you got caught by police .. that one .. i cannot help anything with that .. -.- that is one stupidest thing that i would ever help out on .. i will get into trouble .. but i will give u a very simple question .. " why the fishes do you do such a stupid thing ? " ...

i am evil .. i know :P

so .. yeahh ... i became boy B's so called ' Guardian Angel ' .. does my advices really helped out ..? cause it really happen to a hand full of people i knew .. and only a few just break it through . after that regret .. aiyyaaaa ! i question mark already (:

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Yay (: i can do graphic drawings ! (: my dad bought this COOOOOOOL device ... called the genius ..?? is something like a pad ... that and be drawn .. I swear this is soooo cool ! (: and then i start drawing .... using my dad computer ... never get to check my messages ... SORRY who ever msg me after 9pm ! T_T !

ok .. i am sooo tired already ... NIGHTS !!!

ends here,
xoxo Nadia :P

hey hey .

today woke up around 4.50am .. and went to eat my early breakfast . then i didn't go back to sleep . went to use the laptop after that .. then 6am .. woke my younger brother to get ready for school . i never go to school .. having Home-base learning .. E-Learning .. OMG !!! it was dam hard x.x ! English gave me one BIG confusion .. i become blurrrr ! i had no choice but to have my "lucky guess" .. not knowing i actuatly got 22/50 ... what the fish -.- math i got 10/10 .. THAT WAS UNEXPACTED !! xD !!! Science was ok .. can understand . but didn't get as much clue to do the work . and mt ... we had to watch a video on ayam ......... lol !! then list down the answer in the box . that is so weird ~!

anyways .. after my last post ytd .. something unexpacted happen ... after a few hours ... i was shock ... lol ! can't even talk ... but guess what ... he actuatly post on my tag box ... scary ! :x OOOPPPPSSSSS !!! didn't mean it .. anyways .. we just talk ytd .. then ... like usual lo ... he seem to be happy with his gf .. so i was like .. happy happy lo ... not sad .. i think .......... don't want to go further on what we talked about .. because .. he is going to kill me if i say :x gay ~ .. :x
seriously .. that was unexpacted to see him typing that on my chat box ... rawrrr ! then ...... i don't know what to say . see him happy .. its a good thing .. sadly !! today he want to kill himself ... ohhh goshh .... tried to stop .. can't stop him .. then i gave up ... x.x ! how hard can this ever get ! can't believe what the hell is happening ! arghhh !!! ohkk .. like whatever laa .. i also dno what to say ..
trying my best to heal him ... but .. i failed .. i had no idea what to do ........! going nuts .. hopefully .. he don't kill himself .. i'm going to be insane ~!

other then that .. i am currently watching Ghost Hunt .. Anime .. it is really .. CREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPY ... i was soooo scared .... i pulled my younger brother to watch .. he was so scared .. he totally ran away .. how annoying was that ..? i only get to watch up to episode 10 ... suffering the ghostly world now .. watch until 5pm ... then i go play High Street 5 ... Malaysia ... theni dance dance dance dance .. lol ... then chat chat chat ... then .. the worst thing happen to me ..

all i can say is that .. today is just an awkwards day for me ... want to know what happen ... feel free to call and ask ... IN PERSON .. not sms or call .. i am just feeling awkwards ............. already ....... idk what to do ..............

so i start scribbling my sketch book to draw .. but can't stop thinking about it !! BECAUSE IT IS SO AWKWARDS !!!! OHHHH MYYYY GOOOSSSHHHHH !!!!!! next time i show you all my drawing ... :P

ends here,
xoxo

hey hey ...!
what sup !
anyways .. not really in a good mood for this month .. i had no idea how long has it been this way already ... why ?? well .. i am hurt ~ of what ? hmm ... i guess i can say .. someone i love already love another girl .. yeahh .. its jealousy ~ oh well .. happiness is what a everyone need .. right ..? i feel so lost .. i had no idea what to do to myself .. just reading his msg that was written on my phone .. i was so lost .. not to mention i almost bleed myself to death ... no .. i did not cut myself ...

its more like .. without him .. i will die .. like ohh no ..? i am crying bleeding i guess .. maybe some of my friends know .. some don't .. but i think they would know who am i referring to ... " stalker " ... that guy ... that i am so obsessed with .. and now lost in my own world ..

what am i thinking ? i am thinking of jumping down dead . but .. i must move on ..? right ?? try to forget him .. can't at all .. rawrrr ! i am so ... pissed .. this is the longest time i had ever missed an ex boyfriend .. ! i guess he already stead with her .. seeing what he wrote on fb .. i guess .. <.< yeahh .. so what ? i'm jealous .. i think this is my first time i had ever been jealous of a girl being with my ex ..?

not to mention .. i was so pissed i went scolding my friend ... lol ... i was so evil at that moment ... T_T what have i done wrong .... well ... people will end up saying this to me ...

1. ignore that jerk . there are better other guys ..

2. just put him a side .. you can always get another guy .

3. don' care that guy anymore la .

random words just got out of my mouth .. and head .. yeah ... I'm just killing myself already ... things are getting more difficult for me .. i can't do anything else to just see him happy .. yeahh ... he is in a different school .. but what can i say much ..?? i just need him .. bigggg time !!! what to do .. i don't even feel like telling my friends .. nor family members .. or school counsellor ... its going to become more difficult -.- and tooo much lecturing ... grrrrrr !!! i don't like being lectured ... so irritating x.x

yeahh .. i didn't tell any of my friends about this ... but i only told 1 .. telling her that he is just inlove with another girl ..

lost his number .. and i had no idea what to do and say ... feel like onlining the game that we always play ... but ........ yeahh .. i just tooo scared to talk to him ..

i'm an idiot -.- how can i not forget about him ...???? why am i so obssessed to him !!! GOD HELP ME !!!!! i'm in the world that is so dark !

his just the best among any other guy that ever came into my life ... yeahh . admitted it .... admitted that i miss him ... guess that lucky girl is really lucky ..

btw ... SORRY NEVER UPDATE !!! I WAS LOST IN MY WORLD FOR VERY LONG !! RAWRRR !!! T_T

hey hey ! Sorry never update my blog .. Have a very long bad day actually . No luck one . Well, lets just start my post then ~ lol

Yesterday had too eat so much fooooooooooood in Sakura International . Because we wanted to celebrate my grandmother's ( Mother ) birthday . In the morning I at so much food . Then I went to Sakura International, I had to chew down all my food .. I was so bloated . T_____T Gain too much weight after that :x like 2kg ?? XD My normal weight is 47~48 .. (: No, i am not fat :l ! I'm tall ~ ;P

Yesterday, afternoon, I also went down to buy some stuff . Stationary and Sketch Book . I was bored, so I wanted to scribble stuff . Half way there, my dad call and nag me to go home . I only got 10 minute to reach home .. grr -.- I don't know what to say already . I don't understand Dad's ..

Last Friday, went out 5.45pm to school and waited for the bus to move at 6.00pm . Off we went to watch the performance, Fly With Me . Its for SYF Preparation . Went with Modern Dancers . We reached there around 7.15pm .. Then we were allow to have our dinner . Me, Faisarah, Kimberly and Adalene went to eat Maggie .. Bought in 7 Eleven . And we sat in the centre of 4 buildings there ? So embarrassing ! LOL ! Half way eating, my dad called .. asking me where I was . NEVER MIND THAT ! Finished eating, we check out some clothing . Though me and Faisarah was holding drinks .. We had to gulp our drinks until finish .. T_T Yeah, for those who read what Faisarah wrote in her post .. Yes I melted because of the performance . But I am not the only one ~ Faisarah did too ! But was not the same guy that I melted .. haha ! Such twinnehhhs ~ Those don't know .. I don't want tell or answer ! GRR ! Finished the show at 9.50pm . Reached school by 10.45pm . Reach home at 11pm .. Sleepy, then faint .. x.x

Last weekend, on Saturday, after studying at my cousin place, my mother came to visit us . Then after that, I follow my mother back to her house . ;o Then the next day, we went Sentosa ~

I went to the Universal Studio to walk around . Not to play games . The ticket place was all close . RAWRR !!! OK ! Whatever ! Plus it was soo expensive ._. If i could remember its this amount ..

Adults - $50 ~ 60
Children - $40 ~ 60
Senior Citizen - $30 ~ 60

That is like just for A DAY .. The 2 days ticket was more expensive ~ couldn't give the exact numbers so I put '~' .. but it was around $130 ~ 250 ??? Too many numbers ! Can't give exact number !! T_________T

After walking around, we went Sentosa Beach to chill . Yeahh, went swimming .. DON'T ASK WHAT I WEAR ! :l

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Other then that, I hope I could go for the 3/3 chalet . Want to tell my father about this . He won't let me go -.- He will start to think I am just lying and just wanting to test my luck ! I DON'T UNDERSTAND FATHER AT ALL !!! If I not there, I think I will be at home just lying down dead ~ Always been at home . Never get to go out with friends . HAIIZZZ !!! I just wonder how was their life when I was not existed yet !

So pissed in whatever I do . Got a feeling there are so many eye balls in my house =.= How scary is it to be in this house .

Just wanting to bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed now ..

Pissed off already . I don't know what to do and say already .. I just going to scribble my Sketch Book !