Like OK ! A lot of stuff have been going on lately .. and i really do not have the time to actually spend on my blog and all !

So i am going to put it STRAIGHT forward ... (:
Alright ... Starting from here ..

For this WHOLE week .. we got back our Exam papers back for checking and correction .. YEAHH !! I was SOOO Hoping to get at least a few of the question correct to get extra marks :D ! Sadly .. all the papers were marked correctly ... DANGG !! D: Lets put it as i pass all my End-Of-Year exam for Sec 3 NT ... except for my Mother tongue paper ..

English Paper 1 ( 48.5/80 ) [ OMGG !! I AM SO CLOSE TO GETTING A 50 !!! x.x ]
English Paper 2 ( 40/60 ) [ It is really not very bad for me to find out my composition was pretty good then my paper xD ]
Math Paper 1 ( 30/60 ) [ OMGG !! it was pretty hard to understand ]
Math Paper 2 ( 30/60 ) [ Gosh . too many careless mistake ... Lesson number one ... ALWAYS CHECK EVERY QUESTION !!! ]
General Science ( 50.5/100 ) [ Let's just say i got lucky to pass my SUPER DIFFICULT Science .. ]
Computer Application Paper 1 ( 37/50 ) [ erm ... i really got no comment for the paper o.o" but careless ]
Computer Application Paper 2 ( 49/50 ) [ IF I KNEW HOW TO GET THE #Value I WOULD HAVE PASS 50/50 !!!! ]
Elements of Business Skills ( 61/100 ) [ DAM IT WAS HARD LIKE CRAZY !!! I don't even know what to write down ..... ]
Mother Tongue MALAY Paper 1 ( 4/20 ) [ haha .. i don't give a dam to know .. it is freaking hard ... don't ask me xD ]
Mother Tongue MALAY Listening Comprehension ( 18/30 ) [ It is not that bad to get 18/30 ..! its not wrong for me to fail :x ]

So far .. i have not receive my Report Book just yet ... as i have a feeling that my English would probably be D or C ... Mathematic would probably be B or A ... Science would probably be D or C ... Computer Application would probably be B or A .. Elements of Business Skill would probably be D or C or B .. Mother tongue is 100% will be U .. :DD

At least i did my best ... guess i need to do my FULLEST ... Next year there will be a lot of NOTES of the subjects that i learn ! >.< !!!!! and its going to burst my head OFF !!! :DD

This days are Monday & Tuesday ( 18&19 October )

ya dee ya dee daaaaa ...

ok ... lets go on to other days ...

Wednesday ( 20 October )

It was suppose to be Jun Siang's and Joycelyn's Anniversary ... they should had celebrate ... but they broke off ... SAD ): but to me .. i am really sad for Jun Siang ... as he still loves her .. AWWW !!!!! >.< !!! But !! He say he will move on .. I am really happy for him to control the 2 years that have been loved with her ... Hope he knows how to control it .. aiyo ! ok .. nevermind .. don't wanna talk about it ... anymore !

Besides him ... this 20th October 2010 .. something really shocking just happen .. its sad ... hurt .. worry .. love ... fight .. chitty chat .. LOL LOL !! random random ... anyways ... a lot of things really happen .. Doris was like calling my PINK PINK PINK face/body ... i was like ... GRRRRR ... hahaha .. because of something laa .. haha !! SHE KNOW WHY MY FACE BECOME RED !!! She siao laa she :P i very hot ... sweating ... HOT !!! very STUFFY !!! Understand or not girl !! LOL !! ok .. whatever laa ... haha ..

went back home ... there was a fight .. not between me and my family .. its another thing ... i really got confused .. i was so lost .. cried because of the fight ... after that gave up everything ... don't ask me why !! LOL LOL LOL !!

anyway .. i promised people i won't slash my hand and stuff like that ... now people tell my not to be sad and emo and stuff like that .. i was really lost .. didn't really pay attention to what people say ... unless they knock my head and tell me not to be sad and emo ... ermm ... so random .. >.<

Thursday ( 21 October ) TODAY

today i woke up really early .. and i can't fall back a sleep ... DANG !! so never mind .. i went to listen to a music and start singing crying ... not in a FUNNY way of singing while crying !!! LMAO !!! i was singing .. then tears rolls down my face as i read all the messages in my phone ..

bla bla bla ...

11am i left the house and went to Causeway Point with Seri<3 (: she looks super pretty .. and we start sharing secrets and all in the bus .. muahahaha :D after waiting for my friends for 1 whole hour ... we left Causeway Point at 12pm by taking a bus to East Coast .. dam far ...... While i was in the bus .. i went to sms my boo .. then i reply him some stuff ... then something just happen ..

just put the "something just happen" as my fault ... don't know laa .. i am a stupid girl ....... really stupid ... *sigh* .. ok .. don't want to argue no more laa ..

friend's just cheered me up .. and ask me go stay happy ...

as we were in East Coast ... the girls rent bicycles and ride together ... while the guys stay back and take care of our stuff ... lalalala ... ok .. so big deal ... I HAD NO IDEA WHY THE BOYS FOLLOWED US !!! i think they become our guards .. MUAHAHAHA ! jokes .. ermm .. i cycle with Faisarah on 2 chair bicycle ( i don't know what is it called ) .. CANNOT TAHAN !! but after i am used to it .. i was in PEACE .. cause we didn't fall at all .. BUT .. i have a lot of scratches on my leg .. D: She so lucky that i sit in front ... and suffer my leg to survive .. LOL !! XDDDD

don't worry Faisarah !! :D I am OK !! don't have to be SORRY !! ..

but seriously ... East Coast was really hazy ...... >.< and there were very less people ... but got a lot of couples ... hahaha xD AMALINA AND APIN IS SO SWEET !!! :DDDDD

OK !! after 1.5 Hours of riding bikes .. the girls plan to take picture near the HAZY sea side .. lol .. Since Apin brought his Camera .. we all took pictures .. using his Nikon Camera .. we start doing Jump pictures and normal pictures and stuff ...

PS !! I would like to Thank Seri for lending me her shorts ! :D

ok .. continue on ....... ok ... Like .. not a real BIG DEAL about it ..

I was the one struggling a lot .. hahaha .. xD for some reasons ... (:

it ends here !

Okiie, hai ! i am going to do a quick post before i go to sleep ..

Today i had my CPA paper ... was easy ... Paper 1 and 2 .. (: After our Paper 1 we get to have our break in class ... to relax or revise .. before our next paper xD .. While waiting, Faisarah and friends invited me to watch movie .. Child's Eye .. Sound scary ... i went to view the trailer .. i was really scared x.x but i was like ... " come on girl ! you have to be brave ! BE STRONG " ... that was what my heart say to me ... but my mind say " what a scary face o.o" " ... Then after that my eye balls say, " I CAN'T BARE TO WATCH !!! " now i don't know who to follow ... haha (:

Then after that ... Paper 2 was challenging ... but i can make it o.o ! haha .. after finish, i went back home and watch anime ...

Then after that chat with human beings .. (: then that is all ?

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@Boo<3
Nice hair baby boo :3 you look better ... in it :3 but your ali baba looks better (:

@Faisarah
hope to have fun tomorrow (:

@Boo<3
I love you baby ;x repeated again xD

Saturday and Sunday ( 9 & 10 October )

Nothing much going on .. went to my cousin house .. studying ... all the way ..

Monday ( 11 October )

Had my exam .. it was on Mathematics paper 2 ... its more easier .. muahaha (:
After paper .. i went to see Hamster <3 !!! 16 of them .. so cute :3 at boo house :P muahaha :3 then after that .. reached home ... got very hot tempered .. as someone is blaming on me ... although i help her a lot ... =.= i don't give a dam to know ..

Tuesday ( 12 October Today )

Had a stress time ... as i have people smsing me ... and telling me this and that .. and i cannot tahan ... as it is making my head burst ...

first one .. i had a feeling someone who is younger than me is falling for me ... since he ask me about something .. cause i told him i can help him out with his situation if needed ... and then after that .. he say he had a problem .. he is falling for a girl .. he ask me for help .. as he isn't brave enough to tell the girl .. i asked him how long have he known her .. he told me that he talk to her more then a month .. i was one of those who talk to him more then a month .. so i don't really know if it is true or not .. but i keep giving him advice on when can he tell and when he should not tell and more ...

second one .. i was stressed up .. i went online facebook to check some stuff .. a primary school friend of mine was chatting with me ... he told me about seeing me on television and all ... dancing .. kind off shock ... thought people can't see .. hahaha (: after that .. he told me that he have been falling for me since primary 6 .. as i ALREADY know he use to fall for me during Primary 6 .. and i ignored his requests :3 when i ask him if he still love me now .. he was then admitting that he love me ..

third one ... while stressed up ... a girl came and tell me that i told everyone about her stories and all .. thought i did not .. she is it one who bloody hell spread .. now finding trouble with everyone around her .. does she even know that everyone she knows doesn't like her AT ALL .. seriously .. nothing is going very well with her .. everyone is against her .. and she did not realize that .. and then she start blabbering about her lousy life .. then tell me that she is fighting with her boyfriend this and that .. can't really stand her .. as she make my life difficult .. i am so freaking happy that we are separated because of our studies activities .. ohh come on .. is she that pretty ? YEAHHH i am not pretty .. but seriously .. why must she show off that she is the most prettiest girl that guy have ever seen before ... my shit can be more prettier than her ... dam laa ...

forth one ... someone is getting onto my nerves ... as i am already heated up .. he start to BOIL me again and again .. seriously .. going to kill him one day ... There is 3 things a hate about you .. you are stubborn .. annoying .. irritating .. I won't even fall for him .. as i already have my boo with me .. and i love him a lot more .. if he is trying to get into my way .. sorry .. NO GAME at all ... Dude !! I am fully booked .. you can't book me anymore .. i am OUT OF STOCK for you ... you can DREAM ON for me to come running to you .. DUDE ! don't force someone to love you .. causes you are lacking of relationship .. and love ..

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@MysteryGuy in Secondary two( i won't tell his name out )
You are still young .. to me, you are not ready for a relationship just yet .. as you are not strong enough to tell her .. you are mature .. but you are not strong enough to kneel down to her .. You are a sweet guy to start with .. and i am sure the girl will like you too .. but you have to be confident .. cause you are lacking it .. want you can do now, is to accompany her .. ask if she have trouble .. try to help her out .. and maybe slowly she will have feeling for you .. but remember ... you can't force someone to love you .. (:

@PrimarySchoolExMate ( forget his name )
Since Primary school, you like to disturb me and more .. you like to disturb me and one of the guys that you used to be friends with .. when that guy transferred school .. you have more focus on me than the rest ... One day you admitted that you really love me .. and i rejected it .. After PSLE and we have been separated from each other .. i have never knew you still love me until now .. i don't believe it that you still fall for me .. i don't know why aren't you finding any other girl for your life .. seriously .. are you building up any friendship with any girl besides me ? Slowly you will put me a side .. you know (:

@Nadhirah
What is up with you .. are you blaming me because of all this ? now you are seeking revenge to all those who hurt you .. GOSH .. Revenge can't cure anything ... IS YOU WHO HAVE TO CURE YOURSELF TO CURE EVERYTHING .. Excuse me laa .. Do you know that people you know, hated you a lot .. cause you are lying to them .. you do not shiok sendiri la .. too many people are against you .. have you not realize it ? seriously ... the way you talk, walk and look really made people go loco ... i think we all will start looking down on you .. because you lie to everyone .. what make you think that we all will trust you ? ones you tell anyone of us something .. we will be more curious to know if it is true or not .
I don't even know if you are telling the truth about your family or not .. but i always praised you .. and all i get from you is only THANK YOU .. you thanking me can't sure anything ... Cause you weren't there for me when i needed help .. its more you asking me to handle it my own ..
I gave you so many GOOD advices .. you reply to me " i don't know " .. i ask you to delete and ignore the person because of his wrong .. you tell me " i don't know " ... You told me that the girl is stealing the guys you have in your friends list .. but she was not ... Ehk, anyone can add anyone laa .. you cannot even blame that person for adding ..
Don't you know that Liyana also hates you ? Cause you are lying to her .. Is just that you don't know at all ! Do you even think you can trust your New Boyfriend ??? He is with other girls .. and now you telling me that he loves you more than his other girlfriends that he is with right now ... let me tell you one thing .. He is bloody hell playing with you heart .. you don't " i don't know " me .. He can ANY TIME come find other girls .. Like Amalina .. Why must you trust a guy who is now with other girls ? Why are you so easy on guys ? Not all guys can be trusted .. Now you telling us this and that story .. if we all find out the truth .. means you are lying ... Cause whatever we have been finding out .. is because you are lying to everyone ... even your best friends and your FAKE mother ..
Your fake mother is SO caring .. and you are not appreciating it .. You keep lying to your fake mother ...

Like what people say ... Those people who lie to people, will get it back .. Right know .. you are lying to people .. and now people is lying back to you .. is just that you don't know !

Let me tell you a story of what you tell me ... You told me about a thing .. which i forget about it ... then after that .. when i ask you about it .. You acted BLUR SOTONG .. You give people your fake birthday and all .. YOU ARE NOT A BEAUTY QUEEN .. You are never will ! In this world .. NO BODY IS PERFECT .. You should not be showing off you bloody looks ... cause you look more worst in it ..
you tell me you wear singlet and shorts go out .. Once upon a time, my friend saw you wearing PJs down .. and saw you wearing normal clothing .. with long pants and sleeve clothing ... seriously ... can you just admit it ? stop lying already ..
u are lying to everyone .. i don't even know if you are lying to Mr Raja or not .. i don't want to give a dam to know about it ..